I'm confused , more and more~ I ever said "I have a dream and I will make it true." So I chose this way . But now, I find that the life is tough and depressing. I didn't feel any happy. Maybe I made a wrong decision. Sometimes I even do not know what I am doing. I feel that I am departing from my dream far away. I fear . Something interesing became boring . Also the english became tough. I cry. Yes ,I'm still a child. So naive and stupid.I'm not able to understand the world, even unable to understand what my real desire is. But I have to stop crying , do I ? It's no use at all ,even make me more unhappy. I don't think this is a fucking world ,but the world really make me confuse.